gosh . .

skang da msuk APRIL.
last post blog was JANUARY!
wah!! lama gitu x post pape.
WHY??
MALAS!!!
lgpn xde bnde mnarik nk post.
haishh :O

well, since the last blog i've posted.
life been sucks!
so much thing had happen.
from the bad relationship to the bad friendship.

RELATIONSHIP :
i had discover something that really hurts.
hurts so badly! i cried n cried n gone half crazy!
OMG!! why?!
just tell me why.

FRIENDSHIP :
well, as my last blog bout it, everything went smooth n fine.
but it gets more n more n more worse!
OMFG!
apologizing of wht hppen, said that sem2 would be diff n so fucking whtvr.
then wht? shits again?
fuckoff!
had enuf of it! really2 had.
please stop pretending!
PEOPLE HATES PRETENDERS MORE THAN LIARS!

CONCLUSION :
my life been up n down all this while.
sigh*

CONGRATULATIONS!!

TO OUR BELOVED MADAM BAGHYA :)

HAPPY LABORING YOUR FIRST BABY BOY !

WE HERE AT KPJ ESPECIALLY FROM PHYSIO COHORT 6,

WISH U CONGRATULATIONS !

WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!

lara

kalau benci cakap,

jangan diamkn diri seperti orang bodoh.

jangan tipu diri sendiri.

jangan jadi hipokrit.

kalau sudah ada ganti yang lain, cakap!

jangan buat aku tertunggu dan tertanya dan terus berharap.

kalau sudah bosan, cakap!

jangan seksa aku mcm ni.

JANGAN PAKSA DIRI UNTUK SAYANG AKU!

JANGAN PAKSA DIRI UNTUK CUBA SAYANG AKU!

CINTA TAK BOLEH DIPAKSA.

JANGAN JADI KAN KESIAN SEBAGAI SATU ALASAN!

AKU TERLALU SAYANG KAN ENGKAU!

AKU TERLALU CINTA KAN ENGKAU!

TIDAK MUNGKIN AKU AKAN TINGGAL KAN KAU.

DAN TIDAK MUNGKIN AKU AKAN LUPA KAN KAU.

JUST FOR YOU :)

You’re everything I thought you never were
Ain’t nothing like a thought could have been
Still, you live inside of me
So tell me how is that
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You’re the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
‘Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there
At the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no

I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But untill now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me but
Sometimes I feel you’re not deserved of me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain‘Cause I’ve been afraid that
You would walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there At the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I met a place I thought I’d never be,
ohI’m living in a world whereas all about you and me, yeah
And I won’t be afraid,
my broken heart as free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without my babe
Don’t wanna take a breath without my babe




SPECIAL THANKS TO BEYONCE :)

AFTER WEEKS OF CONFUSION

finally,
everything had gone back normal.
everything solved!

i used to keep the grudge in me.
but after a long conversation (cut class), i manage to understand everthing.
i don' blame on them 100%
n yes, there are also my mistake.
please forgive me.
i had forgiven n learn my mistake.
n i promise not to repeat it again.

but i know deep in your heart, it's hard to accept all this.
friend, i had been at your place once!
n i know how it is felt like.
deep inside, we are hurt!

let us accept what had happen n learn from the mistake.
let's start from the basic n bottom.

HELLO FRIEND, ME NAME IS NUR AAISHAH. U CAN JUST CALL ME SHRRSHA. I WOULD LIKE TO BE YOUR FRIEND :)

it's easy to forgive but it's hard to forget!
what u did to me is unacceptable.

yes i forgive u.
i am a forgiver.
but i am not a forgetter.

sorry to say, but what had happen hurts!
it is me who experience it.
it is about my feeling.

if i ever hurt u in the past, please forgive me.
i don't have the intend to do so.

but please correct my mistake n do let me know what i did wrong.
don't give me the silent treatment n be away from me with no reasons.
i need answers n reasons.

yes i can figure everything out.
but my assumptions may be wrong.
n i just don't want the wrong implemetion.
PLEASE correct me.

REMEMBER :
TRUTH HURTS BUT IT IS THE BEST SOLUTION TO SOLVE EVERYTHING.
N YES I CAN ACCEPT THE TRUTH.
I AM NOT THAT STUBBORN.

P/S: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U N U WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.

*curse *curse

i am FRAGILE.
it hurts when ppl r doing such things to u.

e.g :
1. treating u like u dont even exist!
2. giving u the silent treatment.
3. treat u in a bad way.
4. make a joke & fool out of u.
5. MAKE USE OF U!
6. TAKING ADVANTAGE OF U!
7. making bullshit reasons & stories.
8. PRETEND TO BE UR FRIEND.
9. back-stabber.
10. abandon u.
11. AND SO MANY MORE BAD THINGS!


people : WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU?